Jenny

alo alo...a little update from me...

2005-04-16T06:51:15Z

hehehhee....gua ampir lupa kalo gua tuh masih ada account disini....udah ampir satu taon belom diupdate....
kalo dulu june 2004 gua baru pindah chicago cari kerjaan full time...sekarang juga masih sih hahahaa....i know i know....lama yah...belom dapet" nih full time job nya....still waiting....have some interviews...makin diajarin untuk yang namanya BERSABAR...still single happy fighter...=)...love Him more...and my life is SO BLESSED here....
ada yang mo jalan" CHicago gaaaaa nih.....
i think i need to update my new pic...this one is so old....tapi gua udah lupa kodenya nih...hehheuheuhheue....

anyway....hope u girls are doing fine....

Jen

=)

2004-06-18T05:06:36Z

duh duh....mata gue udah pedesss banget nih gara" duduk di depan kompi mulu dari pagi ampe sekarang...tapi masih pengen aja...hari terakhir nih bisa dapet access compie 24 hrs...+P

gue ini lagi di tempat nya pastor gue...pastor and his wife went to LA for conference, bcoz gue lagi pengangguran juga and i need the internet access, mereka minta tolong gue nginep tempatnya mereka sekalian buat jaga rumah and anaknya (ada susternya sih) basically gue cuman numpang bobo, makan, maen kompu,and maen" ma anaknya.....what a life...mumpung masi nganggur nih bisa kaya gini...hehehee....besok mereka balik sih....
dari kemaren gue iseng" baca friendster...trus ada satu testi dari sang co ke ce (tunangannya sih), kata"nya sweet bgt, kaya gini "...she is my very best friend and abseloutely the one that i want to grow old with" i know this couple...ce nya emang tuh lembut banget...gue kadang ngeliat koq bisa yah cewe kaya gitu....beda bgt ama gue yang ehm...opposite with the word "lembut"...(orang" yang pernah gue cubit ato gue pukul pasti tau deh kalo gue bukan orang yang lembut..) hehehhee....mereka suka bilang gue ini kecil" tapi tenaga badak...

anyway...tempat gue intern ini ntar pas gue dapet OPT gue ditawarin buat kerja part time...and got paid (thank God!)...gue sekarang ini basically kerjaan gue tuh amburadul, semuanya gue kerjain, there're piles and piles of works that needs to be done everytime i got to the office....in a way i learn a lot...can't complain too much abt it....kemaren" ini gue juga udah apply" kerjaan online...tinggal tunggu deh gimana ntar....*cross finger*..

oh yah satu lagi....gue bingung ini di sini brother" di gereja koq pada sukaaaa banget ama yang namanya basket...padahal gue bilang sepak bola lebih keren kemana".....trus ga ada sister yang bisa gue ajak olah raga bareng...hiks...kemaren ini gue ikutan maen sepak takraw bareng cowo" jadinya..=[ (off course gue dapet privilage boleh maen pake tangan instead pake kaki haha)...gara"nya ce"nya lebih milih ke grocery drpd olahraga....*sigh*...

ya udah deh..gini dulu...mo bobo...
nite nite everybody...

the excitement...

2004-06-15T00:19:27Z

My life....it's really great right now...even though i haven't got a real job and my $$$ is getting low....life has been so so great.... =P...i can feel that He is so good to me....look back 3 months ago....i was still blur about the plans after the graduation...i couldn't decide where i wannna be after the grads...whether Seattle, Boston, or Chicago (which was my very last option..)
how can I support myself...what to do...etc etc...Gue masih 'planless' (is it a word???)

Then I learnt to put my trust, my hope, my life to Him...then the process had just started from there...first I met with all these people...they kinda make me want to move to CHG...I met my roomie...i found my apart...slowly i began to be more open to people...i'm so amazed to see myself actually sharing with people that i just know...(i'm a good listener...i'm not good at sharing my story to people(that's why i hate telling ppl abt my life)..i'd rather hear others' story and try to encourage them)...many times before i always thought myself as an 'unacceptable' christian...not living in the right way even though i know it...He start to put the feeling of becoming more involved at church...then I start asking God what my talents is/are and asking if i can take part of the church...and instead of feeling obligated, i feel happy to do it...

i believe it's just the beginning of what's more to come...^ ^

dillema....

2004-05-26T16:13:39Z

i don't have my own computer right now....kalo dulu ga ada kompu di rumah kan masih bisa ke sekul, akibatnya:
1. gue jadi rada" gaptek
2. gue ga bisa update pics
3. gue ga bisa kirim" resume
4. gue ga bisa update" resume gue dari disk (ini komputer" yang disini drive A nya pada ga bisa dipake semua...)

i really need laptop right now....hiks...ntar deh gue coba search" kalo ada yang OK harganya....i'll buy it....drpd kaya gini....nyesel skrg gue kenapa ga beli dari sekolah yah dulu.... =[

i'm gonna do interns with my friend (he has this company...well sort of helping his dad's company i guess) so while i'm waiting on my OPT to come out, i'm gonna work for him...the thing is it'san unpaid internship...he said until i receive my OPT, it will remain unpaid....so does he means that he will pay me if my OPT comes out...tuing tuing =P ....dia juga bilang bisa ada kemungkinan companynya able to offer H-1 later on....(sekarang lagi dlm proses apply ke INS gitu" lah)....

kalo sekarang" ini (since i haven't got any real job yet...) i'm in the level of "desperation" in taking any kind of offers...tapi kalo dipikir" lagi...i really want to work in the real office with other american people (well...that kind of environment)...not with indo people...and i feel very rude right now for thinking that way...

alo alo

2004-05-11T20:55:33Z

pic poto graduationnya entar-an yah...i'll update once i got it OK....(ga enaknya ga ada digital camera yah gitu lah)...

pokonya from now on....i have a last name....Yeny B.S huahahahhaha...nora yah gue....udah jelas" itu bukan last name...

sekarang...cari kerja nihhh....eh tapi tapi yah gue lagi excused myself from job hunting....ceritanya gue lagi sibuk ngepak" barang....besok mo diangkut ama si pastor...(tapi sekarang gue lagi asik ngebrowse internet and read all the LJ that i missed from the previous entry)...soalnya tadi pas buka lj gue bingung koq si faith bisa tiba" bete, si babycool lagi seneng" ama si Mas Billy, si strawberywines and her nu icon...(btw icon yang hati itu lucu loh)....trus si ini bisa begini si itu bisa begitu.....jadi gue musti scroll" sedikit....hehehhehee....

niweiii....gue sekarang koq jadi bisa kangen ama LJ kalo udah lumayan lama ga update...i feel like i'm missing stories...thank's to you guys...my loyal LJ friends....^_^! huehuehuehue....love you miss you....you guys are the best.. ^_^!

oh iya...gue mo cerita dikit...kemaren ini gue tuh bisa" nya loh sms "love you mom" ke nyokap gue....i never wrote that before....trus gue juga bilang gitu ama bokap gue....heehhee.....i think for some people it's an everyday thing..but for me....that was my first time writing it...jadi rada aneh...(budaya orang timur gue kenceng banget...jadi kalo mo ngomong i love u ke keluarga tuh aneh banget...sebelomnya satu"nya keluarga yang gue bilang "love u" bener" di telp itu si jacqueline...(my li'l sister)....

OMG...gue baru inget laundry gue belom gue ambil dari tadi siang....better go....bye people....

I'M DONE with SCHOOL...yeyyy....

2004-05-08T03:17:38Z

udah deh...mission accomplished...my school is done...at least for now....today was my last day working....i'm glad i'm out from school,i'm free from writing 10-20 nonsense papers, i don't have to listen to boring lectures...(even though i might missed it someday)....but I'M CERTAINLY GONNA MISS the PEOPLE over here....people here are so nice...compare to Seattle and (off course)Chicago...orang" lokal sini tuh bae" banget....mungkin gara" kota kecil kali yah...padahal cuman beda 2.5 jam dari chicago tapi beda banget deh...

sekarang gue lagi mo ngepak" barang buat pindahan......so excited...kalo ditanyain orang" gue udah ada job line up belom di chicago...gue bilang belom ada tapi udah ada apart sih hehehe...(not really answering the question eh..)

times like this make u feel that u have to enjoy whatever you do....i read this line somewhere, it said,"treat everyday like the last day of your life"...

happy birthday to Jully (Disney_Sea)....panjang umur....God bless in everything you do....and have fun in the new school....

oh iya...kemaren gue nonton the last episode nya 'Friends'....semuanya jadi pasangan semua cuman si Joey doang tuh.....too bad the film is over....i like that movie very much.....

ya udah deh....so...does anybody want to help me move?

caramelp0pc0rn @ 2004-05-01T12:22:00

2004-05-01T17:23:12Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIN...^_^!

panjang umur and God Bless yahhh....

jen

caramelp0pc0rn @ 2004-04-29T09:12:00

2004-04-29T14:12:08Z

wahhh....ketauan nihhh...terlalu focus on myself kata 'gue' nya itu tuh ada ampe 253...ckckck....need to be reduce...ke 'saya' =P

have a good day everyone...

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one of my fav.

2004-04-29T05:10:20Z

I used to worried 'bout what my future would for me
But You come to my heart and assured me
that You have the wonderful plans for my life
and all I have to do is put my life in Your hands

Give me the faith
grant me the passion
to quietly wait
for Your works to be done

Give me the faith
grant me the passion
to faithfully served
'till You reveal more to me

sang by : Lucky Lestari
written by: Lystia tandoko

blah

2004-04-29T03:00:29Z

damned pollen.....idung gua jadi gatel and bersin" mulu....

damned apart. people....tadi di telp bilang cek nya bounce padahal udah jelas" duit disono...

i'm stressed up, tired, grumpy...don't have appetite to eat dinner....

random thoughts....

2004-04-27T04:10:23Z

gua males nihhh ngepak"in barang, masukkin dus, gitu"lah....=[
i haven't started sih....makanya gue bingung mo mulai darimana...malah gue musti cat balik lagi dindingnya...huhhhhhhhhhhh......somebody help!!!

kemaren ini gue ada final choir (buat sekolah gue)...lumayan sukses sih....lagunya lagu hebrew...."Hava Nageela", "Erev Shosanim" ama ada 3 lagu laen lagi...bagus deh....so glad it's over...

weekend gue lumayan OK lah...masa" sibuk gue udah lewat sih....

gue lagi suka makan carrots + ranch/sour cream dipping...
enakkkk.....

ade gue (cecilia) complaint ke gue soal cici gue and her new bf....ceritanya itu bf nya suka "show-off" gitu di depan semua orang....suka peluk" cici gue and bikin kesannya tuh mo kasi tau ke orang" kalo cici gue itu pacarnya....herannya nci gue diem" aja makanya ade gue bete ngeliatnya....bete ama co nya itu... ^_^!....gue jadi penasaran pengen liat....hehehe...abis gue belom pernah liat nci gue pacaran sebelonnya....hehe...

Trus gue bingung banget ama nyokap and grandma gue...kemaren ini bokap sms gue bilang dia baru nganterin nyokap ke wihara yang di surabaya buat sembayang minta anak"nya dikasi jodoh(cici gue sekarang kan udah ada co, tinggal gue ama si lina yang masi jomblo =]) .....yahhhh ampunnnn....ketakutan banget sih anak"nya ga laku....=[....yyyahhh ini cuman complainannya gue aja sih....gue tau maksud nyokap and grandma gue tuh bae...

tiap kali gue tuh ngeliat...beda banget kalo sekarang gue punya bonyok yang seiman ama gue and ama bonyok yang ga seiman...kalo gue diajarin di gereja gue...tunggu waktu nya Tuhan (and I believe on His plan)....tapi kalo di keluarga gue....malah disuruh cepetan minta dikasi jodoh ama Tuhan....
kenapa sih mereka tuh ga bisa nyante aja soal kaya ginian...serahin aja lah...Jodoh kan ga lari kemana"...

pusing pusing pusing....either way it's for our good sih i know...cuman kasian si lina aja tuh yang di Indo being pressurized, kalo gue at least jarang" denger "nasehat suruh cari" pacar" kalo si lina dia tuh yang pusing abis tiap kali ngomong pasti kesono" juga topiknya...

happy saturday everyone....

2004-04-24T18:01:32Z

oh iya....minggu lalu gue udah potong rambut lohhh (heheheh gue lupa kasi tau kemaren" itu...)...so sekarang rambut gue lumayan pendek sih...gue jadi suka pake wax + hairspray trus gue acak"in....jadinya lumayan sih buat beberapa jam abis itu udah deh balik ke smula lagi...=[....

kemaren ini gue bobo ampe 11 jam....man that's an accomplishment...can't remember the last time i did that.....pas bangun besok pagi nya wahhhh seger bangettt....semua orang gue sapa" ampe di sekul hahaha....itu gara"nya tadinya cuman mo istirahat buat 1 jam doang....eh keterusan pas bangun" cuman tutup lampu terus balik lagi bobo....

kemaren gue masak rendang ampla ama rawon ama goreng telor hehehe...trus invite my indo neighbor to eat together....udah lama gue ga masak".....trus kalo makan sendiri itu ga enak, ya udah deh gue ajak aja temen gue makan bareng.....i should have do that a long time ago....

ada yang udah nonton my boss' daughter belom....film nya garing banget....cuman gara" Ashton Kucher nya aja....kalo engga sih biasa aja sih tu film...

buat yang mo baca aja yah...

2004-04-24T17:46:31Z

nyuri ide nya strawberywines...(koq gue akhir" ini nyuri" ide mulu yah hahhaha....abis interesting sih...)

Tipe co gue waktu SMA dulu:...tempoe doeloe....7/8 taon lalu nih ceritanya....
1. yang cool and ga banyak ngomong - reza
2. yang ramah ama semua orang, ga sombong - ivan , leo
3. yang tinggi...even though gue pendek.. - ipan
4. yang ngerokok (gue dulu bilang ini cool bgt loh....biasa lah abg.....and now i see that as a weakness)- ipan, redi, ronny
5. yang terkenal di sekul, jadi idola anak" sekampung SMA, ngeliat tampangnya aja hati udah deg"an...ciaelah... - Yohaness The Lee
6. yang bisa maen alat musik (gitar,piano, drum) - Ronny, Reza, Denny 'batman'
7. yang nyambung kalo diajak becanda & serius - ivan

reza ama ronny itu temen SMP gue....and we still friends til now.....jadi kita liat idup kita tuh dari dulu SMA yang masih culun & sekia ampe abg...ampe dewasa (?)

dulu waktu pas SMP trus pindah sekul ke SMA st.laurensia gue sempet ada crush ama Reza hehehehhehe....tapi dia udah punya ce (ce nya itu juga dari SMP yang sama sih...)...gile yah co ber ce masih mo diembat juga...kita telp"an almost everyday...know his mom...etc etc....

trus kalo ivan....things that i like abt him is that he's very easygoing and rame orangnya...ga milih" temen, u know sometimes in HS kan ada kaya peer pressure gitu...dia tuh orangnya ga suka kepengaruh ama yang laen...trus ga sombong,it made him able to get along almost with everybody at school.....

Yohaness The Lee (stttt he was my crush...hehhee....padahal kalo gue pikir" sekarang.....ehmmm...hahhahaaha no comment...) dia tampangnya campuran apa ama apa gitu gue ga tau deh pokonya jadi cakep aja....hehehe....tapi dia item (mutlak)...ampe sekarang gua bingung koq dulu bisa crush ama dia yah...

Redi and ipan were my ex bf dulu waktu di SMA....

Ipan was a nice person, gue dulu jadian ama dia tuh ketemunya di sweetseventeen party nya cc gue...ceritanya dulu (duluuuu bgt waktu SD deh) dia ama cc gue deket bgt....(crush i guess... anak SD udah crush"an =]) trus pas waktu party itu kan cc gue sekulnya di sg....jadi yah ga bisa pacaran gitu...trus selang beberapa bulan gitu ronny (sodaranya ipan) jodoh"in gue ama dia (ipan..)jadi lah kita pacaran....tapi itu ga berlangsung lama koq....gue cabut 2 bulan ke Taiwan (study tour) pas balik"nya gue udah jatuh controng ama co laen....meskipun ga jadian sih....cuman i had this biggggg crush on this guy that make me forget abt ipan...i know i know...gua jahat banget....kan ini cerita dulu....eh tapi yah pas udah gitu dia (ipan) jadian ama temen bae gue...rada kesel sih cuman yah it's not his fault or my best friend's fault soalnya gue yang tinggalin dia...

trus ehm...leo...he's my friend juga dari SMP...tapi dulu pas SMP ga gitu deket" bgt sih...pas waktu SMA jadi lumayan deket...dulu tuh dia enduuuuttttttt bgt...dia bilang dia ga pede kalo mo ngobrol" ama cewe" tapi gara" kita satu SMP jadi dia lebih biasa gitu...hahaha...tapi sekarang badannya udah bagus bgt...the last time i saw sih dia udah kurusss bgt gara" basket and diet

today...

2004-04-22T23:04:17Z

gue ada 2 presentation....they all went well....gue sengaja pilih hari nya barengan biar kelar dalem satu hari deh jadi ga usah pusing" lagi......

tapi i still have one more group paper due by tomorrow..belom gue kerjain...pengen makan dulu sih ntar baru lanjut...

eh..eh..guysss...GUE UDAH DAPET APART lohhhh....(gue rada excited soalnya apart di chicago kadang suka rese....temen" gue dulu waktu mo pindah apart gara" mereka student, landlord nya ga mo terima...tapi kemaren ini gue suruh temen gue jadi cosigner....tembus deh...)

sekarang masalah gue....CHOOSE THE BEDROOM....gini yah.....itu kan 2 bedroom apart....dua"nya sama gede....BUT....yang satu bedroom itu deket living room (enakkk banget deh pokonya) and yang satu lagi....(sampingnya KOMPOR)....kan bete kan kalo bedroom samping kompor...jadi kalo masak apa" pasti baunya ampe ke kamar....gue ama tasya (my roomate) bakal undi sih (eheheh pake diundi segala) sapa yang dapet bedroom yang deket living room itu...then i think it's gonna be more fair kalo whoever dapet yang kamar samping kompor pay cheaper...since the place is not that strategic.....we'll see...pokonya sekarang gue udah seneng deh dapet apart...

gue udah lama mo updet LJ tapi ga sempet mulu...=[...tapi gue masi baca" loh lj lo orang...so...keep it up yah huehehueue...

abt me:
gue tuh last minute person banget....kalo ngerjain apa" musti nunggu ampe udah mo due baru deh dikerjain cepet"....ke kelas aja yah...kalo di jam tangan gue belom pas jam masuk kelas gue males jalan ke kelas...so pretty much i'm late to class everytime....trus tadi ampe dibilangin ama prof gue kalo besok telat lagi...bakal dipotong 2 points...(hehehhehe...it's an incentive of not coming late though...haha)
trus kalo bikin pr juga mau nya tungguuu ampe besok udah mo dikumpulin (which i'm about to do right after finishing my lj and eat my dinner (ngerjain PR investment!))

i feel like doing last minute is fun...you can get your adrenalin work together...jadi proses mikirnya lebih cepet...even though...not max...hehehhee....

ya udah deh....koq gue jadi quilty yah...makan dulu yahhh...miss u allll.....muah muah muah....

oh iya yang laennya juga yah tulis ttg co idaman ente"...kalo yang co yah...tulis ce idaman ente deh...OKOK....ntar kita keplaq faith rame"......=D

replying to faith's request...^_^!...

2004-04-22T22:31:16Z

TIPE idaman co gue (yang lagi dalam proses doa...)
yahhhh...ini sih tipe co yang gue suka...(doesn't mean that he has to have those criterias (except criteria #1..it's a must)....coz once the heart plays anything can change...am i rite gals....)

1. musti seiman sih....gue kagum banget ama co yang bisa mimpin doa....(doa makan, doa bobo,dsb dsb...)yang lebih mature dari gue...in terms of spirituality...well at least equal...kalo bisa maen alat musik lebih kerennn....

2. rambutnya pendek...tipe army....kalo botak lebih keren sih...botak is sexy...kalo cocok pake gotee is a plus hahahahhahaa...(tapi bentuk kepalanya juga harus bagus biar kalo dibotakin jadinya seksi...huehuehueu banyak maunya yah..moga" ga ada co yang liat ni LJ)

3. tingginya kira" 173 cm deh...ga mo terlalu tinggi ga mo terlalu pendek (gue pendek, so i need someone who has the 'tall' gene to bring into the family =P...)

4. i like a 'family person' type of guy...DEKET ama familynya and ade kaka nya dia....(but NOT A MAMA's BOY...) patuh ama ortu bukan berarti do everything they told....kan ortu manusia juga, can make a mistake sometimes..

5. yang punya pendirian...ga bergantung ama ortu...alias INDEPENDENT....kalo bisa dapet duit sendiri kenapa musti minta" bonyok...

6. GA PELIT....

7. GA terlalu putih" banget tapi ga item....tan is cool...

8. badannya sedikit berotot...perut ama tangannya keras gitu ga lembek...kan ada co yang banyak lemaknya...(gue paling ga suka liat co tangannya lembek...i mean com'n...itu mah macho an gue dong...)

9. SMART....smarter than me....i think smart guys are sexy...doesn't need to be in the same field as me...can deal with stuffs that i think they should know abt as a man...(such as...tau benerin mobil (soalnya gue ga ngerti), tau benerin kompu, ga kuper ama technology,anddd tau kapan musti beli bunga...hahaha..)

10. co yang bisa mingle around in the middle of strangers...(jadi yah misalnya kalo gue lagi ada acara apa gitu lah ama temen" gue yang dia ga kenel...tapi dia bisa ngobrol" ama orang", kenalan, bring out topics,...)...pokonya yang ga takut lah ngobrol ama temen" baru...

11. co yang GENTLEMAN...(gue ga minta buat di treat kaya princess cinderella...tapi i think man will look better kalo dia bisa bukain pintu buat ce...let the girl get in first instead of him....cover ce nya kalo kehujanan...bantuin bawa barang" cenya kalo dia lagi ga bawa apa"....gitu" deh...)

12. MATURE....harus dewasa...lebih dewasa dari gue...gue suka kalo co tuh tau kapan manjain ce nya kapan tegasin ce nya....spy ga diinjek ama cewe nya....(kaya apa aja 'diinjek')

13.... udah ah...ntar ga abis" lagi....hehehhe...pretty much that's the thing that i ask for my idaman guy.....^ ^ *keplaq sayang ke faith hehehhee*...

the funeral service

2004-04-20T22:54:29Z

kemaren gue ke funeral visitationnya....tadinya gue udah males...mikir mo pegi ato ngga yah...abis gue ga suka pegi ke tempat kaya gitu"an...this thought came to my mind: "so what...now that he died...there's no point of u going there seeing his dead body besides you're not really that close to him anyway...if it's not because of the same schedule, you guys were not gonna talk to each other"....jahat yah gua...
abis itu gue udah mo cabut ke kelas....trus ketemu team yang mo pegi trus mereka nanyain gue mo pegi apa kaga....trus yah gue pegi deh jadi skip kelas..

tapi gue ga nyesel loh pegi ke sono...tadinya gue sempet serem...i never go to that kind of place before...gue pikir bakal creepy...abis gue bayangin itu coffin nya kan dibuka trus kita liat mayatnya gitu....gue kepikir yang engga"......

but he looked so peaceful.....kaya lagi tidur.....

kita kesono nya cuman bentar...abis itu balik...which is good....ga suka stay lama" juga sih...

my friend Pancho...

2004-04-16T02:47:21Z

dia orang amrik-afro...udah tua...kira" udah umur 65 deh....orangnya gendut...genduttt banget.....overweight malah ^ ^..pake kacamata.....kalo jalan susah banget...kalo mo ambil apa" juga kayanya susah banget...teru kadang" jorok bgt...he's my coworker...kalo pagi....kita open bareng...tapi biasanya sih tiap kali gue dateng dia pasti udah disono duluan...(soalnya gue selalu telat hahhahaa..) gue kalo pagi" dateng ke tempat kerja musti ngendap" takut keliatan supervisor gue.....huehuehuheue....ini manager bukan kasi contoh yang bagus...*jitak sendiri*.....pokonya tiap senin ama rabu jam 7 AM...pasti gue yang bilang g'morning Pancho...how are you?....and dia yang selalu bilangnya baeee mulu...trus dia tuh yang tiap pagi always ceria....ga kaya gue yang kadang suka ngeluh bilang kecapean....

trus...sering cerita" ama si Pancho...dia suka ceritain anaknya and istrinya...dia selalu cerita waktu muda dia kaya gimana, suka kemana aja...pokonya cerita macem" deh....haahhahaa...soalnya kan kalo pagi ga ada customers jadi yah hehehhe...saya mengunakan waktu luang saya untuk mengobrol saudara"....ntar kalo bos gue dateng baru belaga sibuk....

tapi si Pancho juga sih bawel.....kadang kalo dia lagi cerita lamaaa bgt gue ampe yang suruh udahan dulu soalnya kan ga enak kalo kelamaan ngobrol...

tapi yah gitu....

but u know what.....he just passed away yesterday afternoon abis pulang kerja....
i'm so...so..so...surprised when i found out abt this....gue kemaren kerja ampe siang trus gue break satu jam soalnya ada kelas and then gue balik lagi kerja...trus pas gue masuk tempat kerja gue...manager" gue yang laen pada nangis" gitu....gue kira ada apa......Becky (one of my supervisor hug me and told me that He died because of heart attack...when he was waiting for the bus....then someone saw he felt on the ground and called the ambulance....

tapi ambulancenya kelewatan...jadi musti muter satu blok lagi...when they got him...it was too late.....

gue pas denger gitu gue ga nangis...tapi gue sempet lost for a moment...kaya ga denger mereka ngomong apa...i mean..gue denger mereka bilang pancho meninggal tapi gue ga 'ngeh'...trus pas keluar dari office....gue yang tiba" nangis aja....mungkin baru nyadar kali yah.......

tapi abis itu gue bilang ama Tuhan.....thank you bgt Lord...I still have the chance to talk to him that morning...gue masi bisa nyapa" dia masi bisa ngobrol"...dia sempet bilang dia mo beli sepeda ntar buat summer.....biar lebih sehat badannya...
he is a really nice old man....i'm gonna miss him....a lot....it's not gonna be the same working without him....

'sometime u never know when is gonna be the last time you meet that person...don't lose that chance guys....'

ntar gue bakal ke funeralnya dia kalo udah di set up tgl ama tempatnya....

curry shrimp...

2004-04-08T22:26:32Z

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE.....HAPPY EASTER HUNTING TOO.....^_^!

tadi gue lunch makan chinese food gitu...gue pesen curry shrimp...ceritanya lunch special tuh...eh ternyataaa...gue nyari shrimp udah kaya nyari emas aja...cuman ada 4 biji...keliatannya sih banyak gitu yah dishnya...tapi hampir 3/4 onion man ama temen"nya....dasar....eh tapi gue tadi makan banyak loh...i'm so amazed...co" bule yang disamping" aja pas gue liat (mereka pas udah cabut off course) itu plate nya masih banyak nasi and sayurnya tuh...tapi gue punya...udah hampir bersih...(except the onion anddd abt half of the spring roll =D...)...hebat yah...hehehehhee...

niwei....besok musti ke chicago....search" apart...temen gue udah bikin appointment gitu sih ama agennya.....

JUST between US....LJ users:
gue serem nihhh...ntar kalo dapet roomatenya itu ternyata jorok gimana donggg.....welll...i'll try to find 2 bed and 2 bath apart though....soalnya gue paling anti ama WC jorok...kadang kan kalo ce rambutnya panjang...jadi kalo abis keramas rambutnya kemana" gitu kan....duhh...moga" ga jorok yah roomate gue ini...
gue belom gitu kenel dia sih....gue kenelnya dari gereja....

dari luar sih anaknya tipe yang rame, suka temen, ramah gitu sih....but again...i'm not a good observent....biasanya orang yang gue ga suka pertama"nya malah bisa end-up" jadi temen bae...trus kalo yang pertama"nya gue bilang OKKK banget....ntar malah end-up"nya ga se OK yang gue pikir...

tapi gue seneng dapet roomate.....jadi gue juga bisa belajar buat self control...belajar bisa share something....and belajar buat ga egois juga sih...so...this weekend i'm gonna stay at her current apart....sekalian memperdekat diri....caelah.....then on saturday i'm gonna have my hair cut too...(it's a must!!!)

caramelp0pc0rn @ 2004-04-06T19:39:00

2004-04-07T01:10:48Z

hehhee...ikut"an si faith....

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page
18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
Almost filing the court was a huge round pile of graphite bricks laced with uranium...(don't worry...i don't even know what it means...)

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
What do you touch first?
my neighbor's keyboard (i'm at the comp lab)

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
friends...2 episode ch.13

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
8 ish

5: Now look at the clock, what time is it?
7:45 pm :P

6: With the exception of the computer, what can
you hear?:
samping gue ngetiknya kencengggg bgt udah kaya mo dibanting aja tu keyboard...and people chatting

7: When did you last step outside? what were you
doing?
this evening....jalan cepet ke campus for my class, 2 valid reasons: kelamaan bobo siang and ketinggalan bis....

8: Before you came to this website, what did you
look at?
look at strawberrywines LJ...

9: What are you wearing?
kaos Joger,khakis pants and my khakis coat...and sepatu sendal merah...=P

10: Did you dream last night?
off course...

11: When did you last laugh?
today at the group meeting

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
picture of an old man holding a book (i know...i know...)

13: Seen anything weird lately?:
this morning, my classmate had a blackeye....he said he was drunk last night and randomly knocked on somebody's apartment and got punched on his eyes...(what a stupid wierdo)

14: What do you think of this quiz?:
ehm...no comments...

15: What is the last film you saw?:
i forgot the name of the movie...it was Lisa Kudrow and John Travolta...(boring though)

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight,
what would you buy first?
ehmm....go to a broker and buy stocks...HAHAHHAHAA....spend my $$ on "things" along Michigan Avenue...treat dinner for my friends...bagi" berkah nih ceritanya huehuehuhe

17: Tell me something about you that I don't
know.
i like talking with kids (5-7 yrs old)...heuheuhuehue...

18: If you could change one thing about the
world, regardless of guilt or politics, what
would you do?
justice...in every area...

19: Do you like to dance?:
ehmmm...more to the watch

20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or
some one who is finally doing something that has
needed to be done for years?:
He is a power-crazy nutcase...he doesn't really have the knowledge as a president (politics, literature, economics)...

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do
you call her?:
Karenina

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do
you call him?:
Kenneth (or Ken or Kenny ^_^!)

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
with who? w/husband? oh yeahh...by my self? ehmmm....think twice

cewe" .

2004-04-06T01:04:41Z

enak nya....udah mulai spring...jadi gelapnya lebih lama....tadi udah jam 7 masih teranggggg bgt....luv this season.....

btw...following kayanya pengaruh weather deh:
eh...girls....gimana yah cara gedein "butt" and kecilin betis...i know i know....love what u have....that's true...tapi kalo ada cara" alami kan lumayan...heuheuheue
orang" kalo workout tuh cuman buat ngencengin kan yah....just curious.....*jitaq myself*...

oh iya kemaren sabtu gue ke mall yang di tempat gue....ternyata EXPRESS lagi sale gede"an (yah mungkin tempat laen juga yah)....waktu itu gue udah beli Editor pants tapi pas harganya $60...pas kemaren itu udah tinggal $30...ya udah gue beli lagi yang warna khakis....heuheuhueheue....and sekarang gue rada nyesel kemaren gue ga beli rok nya juga sekalian....=[

it's me...

2004-04-05T00:44:12Z

for ppl live in amrik...daylight saving guyssss.....majuin satu jam yahhh.....^_^!...
waduhhh pusing deh...temen gue minta dimasakin masakan Indo...(untung gue masih ada banyak bumbu Bamboe...*licik*..abis kalo suruh masak masakan asli indo mah gue mana tau...itu kan banyak pake daun" aneh and bumbu" aneh...eh tapi kalo ada tips dari yang pinter" masak, i welcome loh.. gue pikir gue mo masak (ehm...pake bumbu nya off course)soto ayam, rendang, gado-gado,...ama nasi putih...tadinya gue mo goreng nasi tapi kan ga masuk yah guys ama soto ayamnya...oh iya yah...i think i'm gonna make perkedel....hehehee....sekalian mo undang" yang laen ah biar seru...

eh iya...akhir"ini gue lagi interested ama yang namanya investing...hari jum'at kemaren gue iseng ke Border's trus cari" buku ttg invest gitu...akhirnya dapet satu..."First Time Investor"....^_^!...ntar kalo gue ke Border's lagi gue mo cari buku ttg 'How to build small talks to strangers'....=P....soalnya gue pikir small talk kan perlu yahhhh....tapi gue kadang bingung mo basa-basi ama bule musti mulai darimana....pertama....gue ga minum alkohol jadi gue ga tau topic ttg minuman as well as places buat minum"...kedua...gue orangnya minder-an....well it really depends on the mood and on my appreance that day though....tapi kalo udah grogi yah gue ga bisa diemmmm bgt.... =[ ....ke PEDEan gue musti ditingkatkan nih....

40 days to graduation...

2004-03-31T01:49:11Z

tadi udah ke University Housing Service ngisi vacate form buat May 14,2004....sad and excited in the same time....

oh yah...btw....I think I have my roomate....kemaren hari minggu temen gue bilang mungkin ada satu sis yang mo pindah apart...ya udah gue tanya aja itu ce....eh ternyata dia emang lagi mo cari roomate juga...trus pas lagi ngomong" gue kira tadinya die tuh mo cari apart di chinatown..(bukannya gue apa yah tapi kalo cokintown gue rada males (bukan rada...tapi beneran males bgt tinggal di cokin town...ketemunya orang cokin lagi...) eh tapi ternyata dia mau cari apart nya di daerah deket downtown yeyyy ^_^!...seneng gue....trus dia malah seneng cari" apart gitu...which i don't mind at all since gue juga lagi sibuk....

trus apa yah....oh yah....gue sedih bonyok gue ga dateng ntar gue commencement,last time mereka tanya sih tapi geu bilang ga usah dateng ga pa"...*stupid me*...yahh gapapa deh....tadinya gue udah males ikut commencement...tapi yah kan jarang" gue graduate...so...take the good side aja deh...

i need to cut my hair....gue pengen bgt punya rambut panjang...jadinya kalo mo potong sayang...tapi gue ga cocok nih dipanjangin...kaya nene"...^_*!...tapi pengennnn....gue iri ngeliat cewe" yang rambut panjangggg....keliatannya feminim
and dewasa...but...it doesn't work on me huehueuheuhue.....

ya udah deh...updet later lagi...

prof.

2004-03-25T23:10:16Z

waaaaa....prof gue bae bangetttt.....hari ini dibagiin test....trus pas gue liat" test nya ada beberapa nomer yang mestinya dikurangin point nya tuh gara" gue taro salah rumus.....soalnya gue udha yakin banget bakal dapet jelek di test ini...but it turns out the opposite....huehueheuhue...hoki gue...

kemaren gue udah mikir kayanya kalo pegi ke chicago weekend ini ga bisa deh....abis banyak tugas....tapi gue pikir" lagi ntar minggu depan gue juga ga bisa pegi juga (kalo next week emang ga bisa sih...)...conclusion....PEGI dong...welcome civilization!!!

gue suka bowling....even though i'm not really good at it....tadi udah lumayan loh ada 'spares' nya..hehhehe...ehmmm still working on doing 'strikes'...(iya gue ambil kelas bowling twice a week class...nice nice...buat relaxation)

my apartment is a huge mess....gue kalo pikir ntar less than 2 months udah mo pindah jadi males beres"in apart....hehehehe.....*sisi jorok gue nih*...

duhhhh gue roometan ma sapa yahhhh ntar....belom ketemu orang nihhh...masa tinggal sendiri lagi sihhhhh.....ga mauuu...bete tinggal sendiri....enakkan ada roomate....rame jadinya....so...WHO WANTS TO BE MY ROOMATE?ANYBODY? ^_^!

oh iya....temen gue ngajakin road trip ntar summer ini....MAy 10...ini masi plan sih...tapi mereka sih pengen bgt sih pegi....kalo gue jadi pegi...route nya bakal gini nih : Seattle - SF - LA - NY (?)- Chicago...kira" bakal sebulanan gitu....sounds fun yah...pas lagi gue udah kelar sekul jadi bisa jalan" selama satu bulan....still a plan...don't get to excited yet...

alo alo...

2004-03-25T05:04:27Z

lama" gue bisa jadi nerd beneran deh...tiap hari musti ke library mulu....=[... my test parts are almost done...sekarang tinggal bagian papers and group projects...enjoy this moment while I can i guess...^_^!...

anywayyyy... after 2.5 hrs concentrating on my paper resources...tadi gue iseng" scan poto ehmm...i would say...the best photo that I still keep...it's just one of those moment yang bakal inget terus deh...

tampang kita yang masih kecil" (kasarnya...masi culun")hehehhee...miss those old times...it's been 7 years since then...sekarang ini kita masing" udah punya hidup sendiri"....ada yang udah kerja, masi sekolah, udah mo married, udah lulus kuliah, trus kesebar"..ada yang di amrik, ausie, indo,spore...itu poto kelas 1 SMA...sebenernya pertama kali gue boleh keluar nginep" hehhehe....gue boong sih ama bonyok, bilangnya mo nginep villa temen ama bonyoknya temen juga ikut, padahal ga ada bonyok yang ikut cuman anak" aja..hahhaha...*jangan bilang bonyok gua yah* well..bonyok gue tipe yang traditional...jadi gue kalo ngomong jujur mo nginep ama temen" doang...ga bakal 100% boleh pegi..so..have to find a way i guess...tapi iotu dulu koq...kalo sekarnag kan gue di amrik hehehhehe...so-called independent...^ ^*..OK back to the story...pas temen gue jemput ke rumah, yang namanya victor ama ronny (2 orang yang duduk di tengah) tuh asli mulutnya manis banget didepan nyokap...jadi boleh deh pegi...hahaha.....padahal ampe Sentul sih asli ga ada apa" nya itu...kita malem" ga tau mo ngapain akhirnya maen" kartu, ngobrol", anterin temen gue balik ke JKT lagi...(biasa ada cerita romantis going on....jadi co nya rela balikkin ce yang dikejarnya itu ke JKT lagi hari itu juga gara" ce nya ga boleh nginep" ama bonyoknya...) jadi dari tangerang-jkt- sentul-jkt-sentul...heuehuehueee...
trus siangnya...itu birthdaynya gue ama cisti ama ada satu anak co...Denny namanya ultahnya juga hari valentine...jadi kita makan" bareng disono....

udah 7 taon nihh...kita udah pada gede" nih sekarang....hehhehee...
*wahhh gue jadi terharuuuuu*....

udah deh...back to my studies...*sigh*

^_^!

2004-03-21T21:23:30Z

oh iya gue udah kasi tau belom gue beli lucky bamboos yang baru lagi...hehehe....i don't know why i'm so excited abt my new plant...abis kemaren ini gue sedih banget yang gue beli waktu itu mati....anak" pada bingung soalnya lucky bamboos itu ga gampang mati punya...tpi ternyata punya gue pas hari ke 2 gue beli aja udah layu
=[...tapi ini gue beli yang baru lagi...and i really take care of it....jadi ampe sekarang (2 weeks)....masi idup loh....hehee nora yee..

i haven't update my LJ eh....^_^!...belom sempet" nih hahahaa...so sibuk bgt yah...padahal sih...ehmmm emang sibuk sih....

cannot imagine i'm graduating in less than 2 months...gua pindah ke tempat baru, new environments...although i still haven't found the apartment (coz i haven't look for one yet...)

kemaren temen gue help me see my resume...dia bilang resume gue...ehm...plain banget...keliatan kalo yang gue tau abt my major it's just plain from the book...gue seneng sih dia bisa give an honest comment, i really need that...i'm trying to get as much knowledge from outside as possible, i read businessweek (well..it's the requirement this semester..hehehe kalo engga juga gue ga baca...last semester it was Wall Street Journal...tapi gue lebih suka baca businessweek, it's colorful, has an easy to read style and interesting topics)...susah banget deh gue catch up ama the latest business trend and all that stuffs...i mean liat deh...kebanyakan CEO" ato manager" di company" kan banyakan cowo...even though ada ce juga sih...

update lagi deh ntar...^_^!

guysss...i encourage you to welcome the new LJ friend...^_^!...
p1y0 p1y0
she's my friend from seattle...tapi udah for good ke indo taon lalu...tepatnya suroboyo....kaget gue pas dia ada di LJ...gue kira vivi sapa...^ ^..welcome ve!!!!....